Dearly Beloved Brethren,
No
body knows the time or even the place that our Lord is coming again
to judge the living and the dead. For this reason, the Fathers
of our Church do not tell us to try and outsmart God, by predicting
the time that He will appear. On the contrary the Fathers concentrate
on teaching us to be constantly ready and watchful, by praying, fasting
and doing works of love and faith. We are instructed to expect a sudden
if not instant entry of our Lord.
In the final chapter of the Book of Revelations, the
Apocalypse of Saint John we are informed that we must fully accept
the imminent coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Furthermore we
are told that our world will suffer terribly before the DEUTERA PAROUSIA
(SECOND COMING) of our Lord and that this world will be destroyed.
Nevertheless so let it be, in obedience we should pray "Even
so come, Lord Jesus [Christ]" (Rev 22:20) and come quickly.
In todays gospel reading we were told of the pitiful sight
of the Apostles who gathered in a small dark house for fear of the Jews
after the death of their Lord Jesus. They had locked every window and
door, and they were in a state of mourning. They must have been deeply
depressed, angry, disillusioned, confused and very afraid to say the
least.
Instead of waiting eagerly for the coming of their Lord, they
probably feared that the world was about to end. Instead of standing
well, standing with fear and trembling in expectation of their
Lord, they were crouched down in complete darkness and gave way to their
material fear for their lives. They perhaps were so horrified at what
had happened to their Lord and master that they could not stand to go
through the same torment and pain. They probably thought, 'How was it
possible for the corpse of Jesus to rise from the dead when they knew
that His body was so mutilated, beaten and pierced with large nails
and a spear in His side?'
The Gospel reading of today tells us, "When it was evening
on that day, the first day of the week
Jesus came (to his disciples)
and stood in the midst of them and said "Peace be with you".
After showing the disciples the nail marks on His hands and the gash
in his side, again He said to them "Peace be with you".
Then He started to commission them; this was the beginning of
the Great Apostolic mission to the world. "As the Father sent me"
he told them, "I also send you". Jesus then told His Apostles,
"Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they
are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained".
What a great thing happened that day, the power to forgive sins, the
authority of judgement was given to the Apostles to pass on, from generation
to generation, from Apostle to Apostle.
However, where was Thomas, the other Apostle, when all of this
was happening? Unfortunately we do not know, perhaps by divine economy
he was not there.
Nevertheless we do know that as soon as the other disciples saw
Thomas they cried out, "We have seen the Lord!" Nevertheless,
he was not so easily convinced and probably thought, 'perhaps it was
an illusion a ghost of some sort'. Thomas then said to his fellow disciples,
"Unless I see the mark of the nails in His hands, and put my
finger in the mark of the nails, and my hand in his side, I will not
believe".
Do not misjudge Thomas, for perhaps he remembered the words of
his master Jesus Christ, Who once proclaimed, "If anyone says to
you, 'Look, here is the Christ!' or, 'There He is!' do not believe it.
For false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs
and miracles to deceive even the elect--if that were possible. See,
I have told you ahead of time".
"So if anyone tells you, 'There He is, out in the desert',
do not go out; or, 'Here He is, in the inner rooms', do not believe
it. For just as lightning that comes from the east is visible even in
the west, this is also how the coming of the Son of Man will be"
(Matt 24:23-27).
So Thomas probably did not wish to believe until he had substantial
proof, in order to keep the word of his master.
Within eight days however, Jesus appeared to the disciples again
just as suddenly as He did the last time, but this time Thomas was present.
Although the doors were all shut and there was no possibility
of entry, Jesus appeared to them again, from nowhere, and stood amongst
them. Thomas most probably thought 'surely He must be a ghost, a vision,
a false Christ'. Jesus then spoke "Peace be with you"
and He said to Thomas, "Put your finger here and see my hands.
Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe".
And Thomas answered with such assurance and conviction, "My
Lord and my God!" The Holy Tradition of the Church tells us
that Thomas did not touch our Lord, nor did he ever contemplate on doing
so after seeing Him, because he quickly realised that it is not only
the human senses which are required to discern the Truth but rather,
(more importantly) the divine senses of the heart.
Yet Jesus said to him, "You have believed because you
have seen me. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come
to believe" (Jn 21:29). So brethren truly we are blessed if
we have not seen and yet we do believe. Have you noticed how many gather
together throughout the world and cry out and proclaim every Pascha
(Easter) "Christ is Risen!" and "Truly He is
Risen!"
Dear brethren, the scepticism of the Apostles and especially
that of Thomas is not detrimental; it is in fact very beneficial, if
not vital, for the whole of Christianity. Sound discretion and good
judgement are vital for spiritual matters, and the resurrection event
of our Lord is no exception.
In the secular world Thomas is known as "Doubting Thomas",
but in the Orthodox Church he is known as Believing Thomas.
For this reason the Apostles had to be 100% sure that Jesus rose
from the dead in order to proclaim the FULL TRUTH, which is WITHOUT
DOUBT so that we may believe without that "Jesus is the
Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing [we] may have life
in His name". So that we may be blessed, by having a faith
which comes from the heart, the soul -- and not purely from our human
senses.
May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ
be with us all. Amen.
by
Kosmas Damianides
Greek Orthodox Archdiocese of Australia
Parish of St Nektarios, Perth WA